Wondering...

This is our Oriental life, Whether we like it or not
Do we have the same life that you have ?
Was a question to one of my friends.. and the answer is UNDER



Our life takes us for testing our thoughts and for experiencing, maybe it would be tough and maybe it would be fun. But sometimes we don't fight any experience so we feel completely lost and confused, asking : shall we experiencing all this or fear all this experiences ?

just here we start

sometimes our oriental life is wierd and sometimes different and sometimes our traditionals are unique, and we're judging by those in our society and we're governed not to live like others. Maybe its something GOOD and maybe its something NOT GOOD !!
Honestly.. i don't know

But why our life is different?
Not to live or not to love, not to feel, not to think, not to see, not to smell the freedom, NOT TO.. like others, why do we have to dream alot?

Getting married is one of our traditional traditions..
To attend university at the age of 18 ..
Studing abroad isn't allowed..
comparing between male and female..
Violence against women..
Chatter..
Patriarchal masculinity..
Haste in any position or opinion..
and lots more of our fake traditions but there is one which is not from our traditions

Reading is not..

Well am wondering why do we hate reading? why do we think to open a Boutique of cloths and do not open a library ? And when we ask friends, what do you read? they say Magazines "smiley face answering so proud" or they say "well, am reading a romantic novel nowadays" WOW thats a progress, since they do not read one paper, a romantic novel will be a progress in their lives.

And when i ask them, why do not you read ? they say "i hate reading, or when i start reading i life like sleepy". i guess when they go to a Restaurant they don't feel sleepy, and when they go with friends hanging around, they do not feel sleepy. Well this is the Oriental life.

Am facing a big problem understanding those kind of humans, because when they don't like to read they mixed things up on others of their friends, they always try to tamper on others of their friends saying: Don't go now to read, stay with us a littel more. reading isn't something useful like setting with us, isn't something wonderful like hanging with us, you will have enough time after midnight to read alone, stay with us. why do you read this complicated books any way, not reading those kinds of books better for you.

Well, if i will listen to them , i will be the weak and i will be the Poor personal, but luckly i know that those kind of minds will never be the Smarter and stronger or The most successful people in life. But am so sick of it. Am wondering how can i have this book "Henry kissinger- diplomatic". Am not asking but am telling you that i was looking for this book and i couldn't find a good library having those "smart political books".

I thought maybe i will feel better when i will attend the university, but unfortunatly, no one of my classmates were reading or even visiting the library. So, i think it is my fault that i am studied here.

Tell me Why do we have this Tendency toward books?