We always see people Behaviors, they are different from each other, people we might say about them bad things, and others might see them doing good things. It depends, how do we see them acting in specific positions, but the most important Do not rush in judging.
We were always wondering why do people act like this, But Specifically we have to ask Why do they not acting like that ??
People are around suffering , having no food, having no water, no electricity or medicine or money, we think specifically "if we're interesting" in one way, which means to help them having their daily life needs, but maybe we can't see the dark side of their lives, like the loneliness they are living in , the sadness they are suffering day by day, the fear they are facing, the tiredness they are trying to manage day by day, it is not enough to say "here we are giving them food", just Have the courage and knock their door and see how they are living, perhaps they don't need anything of that i said but only more SOCIABILITY with the outer space.
Here are the story:
We saw a Lady in the Sixty-year-old walking on her small, limited "2 square meters " Balcony, as she was doing daily. She was talking to herself, with not Juxtaposed hair , blue dress and black Slipper. Her face's features and expressions show that a devil living within her and her reactions show that she is not rational at all "people was saying this because she was living in an unsafe neighborhood". She was asking for food, and everyone was trying to give her some, she was throwing that food after them leaving. Everyone was wondering why she is doing so if she was asking for food? we were all surprized. wondering how she is living with her Hundred years old handicapped mother ? Is her mother alive with her? Is she dieing?
But once we decided "4 girls and 2 guys" to visit her so to know if what we heard is right or wrong "about the devil living within her" and to know about "her daily life".
Not all of us had the courage to do so as it was late at night. Thinking if we do visit her what might she does to us ? what her reaction would be ? what we will see in her house if we did so ? what can we do for her after all ?
we went to her door, trying to encourage each other to knock on that door, no one had that courage, but one of the girls had an idea: let us call her name and if she responded, so we can find out if she is going to open up or not ! we did so...
she responded by her wierd voice and we all ran away scared, one of the guys stand still, wondering if she is going to open up or not, she didn't open that door. we thought maybe that devil inside her responded our call, not her. and we thought maybe she is not opening up that door because she knew that we're trying to disturbing her. Actually we had lots of speculations.
We all went back home frustrated and with lots of curiosity to know what is going on with her?
We had a deal together, to visit her tomorrow before sunset. But still we have not all that courage to do so.
Next day, we had our calls and we set together thinking about what we have to do now? going to take this adventure as we've been hear or to take step backward ? we thought that this lady and her old mother may need our help in way or another. So we took this in consider, and we went to do what we've been thinking of all two days ago. Me and Elias and Sandy and Rawan and sandy's mother. We brought some food and some bottles of juice with us and our steps forward.
we knocked that door, our heartbeats was jumping and running too fast, as we heard our heartbeats very loud, we took our steps forward and suddenly that door opend like heaven or hell, yet we don't know, we saw her "that lady who was walking all day on her balcony".
Don't be surprized, her face shows her suffering, she doesn't see with her left eye and her right eye doesn't see with it well, her dress was clean but unfashionable "shows that she has no another dress" says Welcome who is there ? Sandy's mother said It's me, you don't remember me Jihad ? she said happily with a big smile : OHHH Jihad welcome welcome, come in. Jihad says: i have visitors with me, are they welcome too ? Said that old unknown -yet lady: sure welcome you all.
We entered and were surprized seeing her and her mother in small apartment, cleaned and nice and empty.
Conclusion: We had a nice conversation with her, a sad conversation honestly, complaining about the fake and untrusted people and painful past, and lost son ,she lived without news about him, and sick handicapped mother, and Wierd New World. As we promised to visit her every couple of days.
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